Where the Keys? Where the Keys?

Today something happen. Archie was taking all the dried clothes in....i was playing with the kitchen door knob...and just slammed it. Then I was inside and archie was outside...Oh Oh..archie kept standing outside...puting her hands through the window..but she couldn't reach the door knob. She asked me to open..but I didn't understand what she was trying to say....poor me..I started to do what i knew best - CRY CRY! I called archie to come..but she couldn't.

I stood by the kitchen stove and cried sucking my thum..till I got tired..and nearly slept off. I saw archie cry too. I think she didn't know what to do....she called for the neighbour aunty as loud as she could.

Then suddenly after a long long time - I heard aunty sumi at the door. She was trying to open the main door..Yeah! But nothing happened...she couldn't come in also. Why? oh the chain was on...I mean the door was locked from inside. No I cannot reach it!...and NO I dunno how to open it. Then..slightly later...yeah yeah amma is back! She too wasn't coming in. I cried...

I saw her leave - she said she will be back, she was going to the shop. Ah? But why am I alone in the house and all of you outside..how can my amma leave me and go to the shop now? I don't understand..I cried somemore. Aunty sumi was calming me down...she was playing with me through the window.

Then suddenly - a big chinese man opened the back door and came in. Yeah yeah archie was in again..and I saw amma again....

Ok everythings back to normal again....but I wanted my amma with me..she huged me..and said never to do this again..and left. Archie carried me..kissed me..and took me up to sleep as I had way passed my nap time.

Wow what a story!

I can Cook

Wah! yesterday amma gave me real stuff to cook with. It was so much fun. It was green in colour - amma called it vegetable. She asked me to "pecah" pecah" in the big red bowl. Then I got a big spoon to cook with....The fun part was when she gave me this big stone bowl which had a stone handle and put all the vege in and "kuthu" Kuthu" (tumbuk)....

Yeah..I tried to reach for the stove to throw them in and cook like amma - but amma said that same word again NO NO NO....iya..she always like this. Then she told me it will be hot..I cannot touch.

Ok when I am as tall as her - ah..I show her what I can do....

later...

me: amma I wan to cook kitchen
amma: not kitchen baby...its chicken!

I cry so much now...m tired!

I think I made amma very puzzled with my behaviour. I have cried so much the lst 3days. i dunno why but I miss her so much. I like her to sit and play with me or just watch tv together. She is so much fun...when the music comes on..we dance togerther.But when she gets up to go to the kitchen..I want to go along...so I cry & cry until she lets me in. She scolded me once or twice..but I know amma loves me...she loves me soooo much and I love her too.

On Sunday amma left me with papa and went out - she said she was going to the office, but i don' think so. i think she was meeting her friends. Later papa and I went to pick her from Rohan's house. Oh so he is shorter than me..but cute too just like me. he like to kiss me..and we played together and also sat on the rocking chair. His mama (aunty shiela) refers me as his girlfriend. I dunno wht it means..maybe just that I am a girl and I am his friend. When we said goodbye - rohan was very very sad. He refused to wave goodbye..and put his head down. He must really like me...he was sad and I was sad too.

bye bye

NO PAMPERS NO WORK & I PLAYED IN THE KITCHEN

ok...after I psst twice on the floor - archie..put on the pampers again for me....so I happily continued doing my business in there..hee hee. But I never do BIG business there...amma trained me to go to the potty I think when I was walking on my knees..hee heee hee i think the big people call it crawling. yeah! So everytime...i wanna go..I shout I wanna go potty! Actually I dunno wht is that I do ..it just comes plock!plock!plock!...

Archie gave me big people food for lunch....so yummy rice and fish curry. Archie cooks so nice just like my amma but I think archie's better. But amma tries very hard..she is nice...always doing something new for me to eat.

I slept till amma woke me up in the evening...I was so excited to see her face when I opened my eyes....then we looked at my birthday photographs..ooh so nice...pictures of me everywhere...M so famous!!!

Then when we got home - amma did something for the 1st time. She put a mat on the kitchen floor and let me draw with colour pens. I am never allowed in the kitchen...she said " today you can play in the kitchen while amma cooks dinner" I was so excited - but I sat for about 20mins then got bored - and started to annoy amma cause I was opening drawers and pulling all her pots and pans out. I got colour ink all over my body...amma looked so stressed....she locked me out of the kitchen once again. My fault - dunno if she will let me in again. I tried my luck this morning - but she said NO NO NO!

Till later then.....

oooh I have No Diapers!

This morning..amma put on my panty and said..."today you have no diapers"..I confusingly agreed..and definately felt good..and no interuption walking...I quickly ran to papa to show him that I had no pampers on...he said "wah big girl now"...

I went to archie's house - and hse was sweeping the front porch...I quickly rushed to her and said "i have no pampers" she said "wah clever girl" hmmm I wonder why all this praises just because I have no pampers on???

Amma called just now to speakto archi..and I heard her tell amma "aiya she just psst on the floor" oops did I? Touch Touch...Look Look..yeah man - I am wet. But..but...but errrr.sorry! Amma asked me to come on the phone - and she said...next time you must do it in the bathroom...i just said ok! Hey give me a break...I am still new at this..it' s just my 1st day.

Maybe tommorow I will get better....

I wana baby!

I hear my neighbour's baby cry all the time...I ove baby's..everytime i see a tiny baby...I wanna sayang them...I usually hold their neck..but amma keeps saying "gentle! gentle!"..aiya what is that? I am just sayaying the baby..and I wanna carry them..and the only easy way is pull thier neck uplah!....oops sorry does that hurt baby?

This morning I heard the baby cry again..quickly told amma I wana a baby...she said ohhh...coming coming..you must be patient..whtever that meant..I dunno. Then she asked me..you wan a baby girl or baby boy..I said I wanna a "thambi" (baby brother)..amma made this funny face..I think she is not interested...then she kissed me and said..."amma wans a another girl just like you" Ok so where is it? when is she coming? Big people!! they always promise something..then keep silent..and act like we forgot about it. Why why?

I dunno but I wan a baby now!

Splish Splash!

I woke up from my sleep and amma quickly got me dressed in my swimming suit...and we hurried to "periappa's"(uncle) house for Avinesh annae's swimming party. But there was no one in the pools...there were two mini pools...and one large one...Periamma saw me..and quickly filled up the mini one with water..and amma sat me in...ooooh! It was so much fun. Papa was clicking away with the camera..and all the kids were so noisy inside the house. I played with some water guns..and had so much fun alone.

After that mom gave me a nice hot bath..and we hurried downstairs to cut the "car" cake. We sang "Happy to you"..blow candles...but I never ate the cake. I just like my susu for now.

Amma refused to let me play outside with the bigger kids..I fussed..and amma had no choice but come out and play with me....I think I made her very tired. Sorry mom!

We played somemore..and only went home when it got very very dark...and I think I got some spanking before sleeping..cause I spilled some milk on the carpet...punched on papa's poor nose again ( I was only playing) and refused put my toys back...

I oue you, amma

I think I oue (love) saying this so much to my amma these days. Everytime I say it..she smiles and says the same to me.

The other day..amma was wearing a nice saree...I told her wow! amma saree nice...and then I asked her for my own saree..but she said when I am a big girl she will get me one. I don't understand..amma tells me "you are a big girl now - cannot to this cannot do that" whenever I am naughty but now when I ask for my own saree she says wait till am a big girl. I don't understand her. All this big people are confusing me.

That nite..amma & papa got dressed so nice and left me with archie..and christine attay. I played with maama and attay..but I refused to eat my dinner. I drank lots of milk and waited for amma & papa...I waited and waited...soon fell asleep.

The next morning we all woke up..and papa told me I have to say "Happy Ma-des Day"..i didn't understand as usual but I huged amma and gave her a BIG BIG kiss. Then we all got dressed and went to this nice restaurant (TGIF) they had balloons everywhere..and they gave a crayon and paper to colour. The uncle & aunty were all very nice....

Amma was getting a bit irritated with me cause I refused to eat anything she offered...then we went to archie's and then to Big Archie's (Greatgrandma)....went home drank my susu and slept.

Aunty Grapes

Hello Shadow...yesterday amma and papa came late to fetch me..it was already so dark...then amma hurriedly changed me while I heard archie complaining about my eating routine to amma...I think amma was very upset..but she didn't seem so bothered...I too was a bit distant from her cause I was busy playing with Christine Attey..then amma forced me to change my baju cause we were going to aunty "grapes" house. I don't think thats her name...amma calls her just aunty..but I call her aunty grapes cause she always offers me grapes when I go over to her house. We don't have to get in a car to go to her house..papa just carried me and walked...they live just near archie's. She has a nice big rocking chair - I call it the "see saw". Later I heard amma telling everyone how I fell on papa's nose..and lots of "ratthem" (blood) came. She was acting exactly how papa was at the sink that nite...everyone was laughing..poor papa..but he laughed too..I didn't understand!!

Amma tried to force me to eat dinner...but I didn't want to eat anything. Then she got so fedup..she put some rice and some black sauce in a plate and offered me to sit on the floor. It was nice..but I just had a little..she got upset with me again. Hmmm..I am confused. Why is everyone making me eat..when I say I "dowan"..... Archie kept grumbling and grumbling.... papa keeps quiet most of the time..I dunno if he doesn't care or he just feels the women know better. By the way...I have learnt now that Papa is a man, amma is a women and I am a girl....clap clap clap!

Christine attay was very nice...she was playing with me most times..and she even gave me ice cream..only after amma said I can. I had some cheese too...then we went home..and I drank my susu..and I "thotho" (slept)....

Lil Me...

Halo Shadow...this is me Shaveena Tania @ Anna. I say anna cause I can't quite say the sha in front..it seems easy but I usually don't say it. It confuses everyone if I am talking about myself or am I saying "annae" as in my older cousins Avinesh & Thivesh.

Ok today is the 1st day amma is writing for me. I guess she is so taken up writing in her own blog and she decided to create one for me. I hope I will grow up fast enough to be able to read this one day.

I think I just turned 2yrs old..cause everytime someone asks me how old m I...amma keeps whispering "2" in my ears..she is so loud so I don't bother answering people. Anyway amma & papa had a party for me last week. It was so much fun..there was huge castle..and i could go in and jump jump and jump. So many other kids were in there too...but I didn't know most of them except for Rogan (Rohan)...oh yes and my two annae's avinesh & thivesh. They jumped so hard amma was calling out for them from the little window...not too. Amma is always very cautious when they play around me...

There was a clown - I didn't really like him..just asked him for a puppy..and he quickly made one out of a balloon..thats it..i didn't play with him. I went up the stage and tried to sing on the mike...everyone clapped and I think I looked cute up there...hee hee heee. I went home with lots of presents...I opened it..played with it...but they all seem old now. Been asking "archie" (grandma) for new ones..and I heard her telling to amma over the phone this afternoon....Hope she come home with some new ones.

Today I didn't like my lunch.Archie complained to amma. poor amma I think she must be upset with me..but I can't help it..I just didn't like it.Soly (sorry) amma!

Ok amma will write more tommorow....